Wednesday, 22 June 2011

we WERE kekasih gelap.....its the end.


Today, 23 June 2011. Now the time is 2.48pm and I'm in the office sitting on new chair :) thanks Adham coz gave me the chair. Anyway today's heart reveal is....hahahaha! guess sape call me last night??? Arbi Suffian Rozlan? so shock and surprise and etc. He was telling me he miss me but? why must have but? he kept quite because he don't like me tell about us to other people. Tell to whom? I asked him....and what to tell? I have nothing to tell anyone anything about u & me >.< He is so much drama....currently in relationship with my good friend and still did not feel any guilt towards me. Now u are telling I am the one who run away from our relationship? U thought things can be work between us but its not happening because I never told him? Hello MR. I am a girl who have proud for myself and I wont go chase running behind guys ass if I am in crushed with u. U are telling u don't dare to tell? Coward? For who I broke up, for who I waited after 2 years? hahahaha. Now u are blaming me? sorry...I am happy for what I am now and with the person I love the most <3 Francis Enrique. What do u think I will felt when u be with my good friend without telling me and I myself found out and I really felt small and embarrassed. When the time me and Ikhwan broke up, I thought we might work things out but u chose Pija and engaged with her and I still a fool waiting for u and after that u broke up, I felt this is the destiny me and u event u have a lot of weakness. I am seeking for true love and I thought our relationship might explain something that I was looking for. And u was missing and a be with someone else again this time u make me felt, I am not for u and u r not totally for me. I am so thankful and grateful for what I have now.......thanks for all the feeling u brought in me.

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