Kind Hearted > meaning ? = advantage

Dear Fellows, hei how are u guys? Finding hard with life? of course. Now is 3.18pm and I am in the office alone waiting for our monthly adv calls but calls are very low today and just came from lunch with my sayang. So upsad coz he still don't learn from experience that being "too" nice it is just a worse thing a human could ever do habibi. I have no heart to tell u anymore how u will get step or disappointed when u know how people are taking advantage on u. I promise that I won't bother u now if u are being nice and doing charity work for your career, until u die u we won't succeed. I said we coz we are one person but things won't get growing if we are on this track. We should be more tough in life and too nice is no more a good thing to do in this life anymore. Human are all too cruel and taking advantage on u. Believe or not u already experience this so many times and promise me that u will wake up and stand for it but again u are still u and it is not your mistake to be a nice person just u r in the wrong planet. Most of us know we will get double up good things when we did something good for people but not to a wrong human that act like there r animal. We are always be bless, yes correct but what do u thing u need and must do when this happened so many times? Why God wants it happened many times? For u to figure out how to deal with it not keep on drown with it right? So act!!! U are so tough and strong from the outside but yet u r soft inside. Why people get bullied? Why nice people only get bullied? Give me answer....the answer is = because they are toooooooooooooo nice!! OMG, think for a second, sometimes we r not purposely being a bad or cruel human just react to the way human treat us. So the moral of the story here...don't be tooooo nice not don't be nice. LEARN!

My 22nd Birthday ;)

It is my Birthday today, and I'm 22 years old now....erm, still not applicable to buy a car. Hahaha, the best part is everyone are waiting for my age to be applicable to buy a car. LOL. Anyway, what a great day last nite, thanks to my family and my sayang. I love u all alot and this is very special birthday suprise even though I knew that u all will do a suprise for me. Hehehe... Suprisingly this is the second year I celebrate my birthday without the magician. How cool is that, I'm so thankful to have someone better than u. Baby, u always being the best as at now lah. Hm, thank u for your very best that u gave me all this while. I appreciate u so much b, u change the whole thing around me and u complete my life after all. Yesterday, not everyone wish me. Especially my friends. That is why I told everyone, friends now are not the one u can rely and depend or hope can be the one u need when u need someone. Hahaha. What a principe right? But that is me. I never trust friend. Anyway, I thought he won't remember my birthday and he did remember. Thanks and that is so sweet :) ahahahaha.... I don't know what is happening after I got to know that I am still in your heart???? I'm so stupid thinking about someone that had destroy my trust in LOVE before. Why elle??? Stop thinking and he won't be the one for u. You have the one u need for all your life. Why should I? But, to be honest deep in my heart still I'm thinking about u stupid musician. I just felt so guilty right now, is there still a love in me for u? Who can answer me? I'm so angry with myself now, no doubt he did being my very best even though he is no so caring and loving and why we should end up like this? I've been thinking about this. I'm so stupid to love someone like u musician :( This is all my fault, I should not trapped in your love and I don't want to be trap for the whole life. I love someone else more than u now, but still I love u ??? STUPID!!! He is my everything now and he is the one for me. But why why why u did this to me? I'm so heartbroken u know dear? BODOH. It is just a right time and I must FORGET u musician!! I love my sayang now, please get out of hell from my life! It is just another stupid memory that make me remember u again coz today is my birthday. U will go away again after this ! Happy Birthday to ME......

MUHD SHAKREE ELMI AZMEE

Erm....today is Friday 15 Oct 2010, I'm in the office as usual. Nothing much to do, mu baby are here waiting for me. But today I want to talk about my brother. He is 18 years old, hm not a boy, not yet u man. Hahahaha..... I read his blog about an hour ago and its quite funny. I mean sad but so cute actually. I think he fell in love with a gurl or something, I guess so. He's telling about all those romance and very flowerish story but that is natural for his age and not suprise for any boy but for my brother it is weird and outstanding thing he ever does. Oh, I didn't know that his like that???? ahahahahaha......come on lah brother, I thought u are thousand miles away from girls but is it change now? hmmm....anyway, Im glad to see him like that because all this time I was so afraid of his "lonely" behaviour....hahahahah!no woman no cry, 24 - 7 gadgets in the house, house boy, no social life and many more weird label for him but it seems to be different now days which is good. I m supporting u brother but u have to understand our parent, they are special weird one. Crazy and still the best. Its nothing to be upsad or wrong in a relationship at your age. But it is too fast to make it serious, trust me. I felt the same as well when I go thru your situation when ibu and ayah disagree when I want to be in a relationship at this age unless u are really sure just like what I did with Ikhwan but still we are not together at last. U may have to taste all the things in this world first then only u know how to deal with it. Yeah u are mature but how much mature u are rite now, u are still 18 lah brother. U don't have experience and that is why they afraid u to felt in love. For me, it's ok cuz I'm not going to continue my study but u have long way to go "GeMoK". Study hard and succeed in life then u can get whatever u want in life not like me...I have to struggle and still struggling to get success in life. So thats all pal, sweet 18 brother ;p

iT iS a STUPID Sunday !

It is stupid planning Sunday. Planning to be with my love one but end up we still stuck at paranoid busy KL at 3.30pm. Just so pissed off with it, and learn this "Do not borrow your money" to anybody. It is totally my principe of my life because it is true the fact is when ever u borrow or u give HUMAN to borrow your money, either it is hard to get back or to give back. That is so F.O! What the fish, stupid excuses, ridiculous nonsense those people gave. Just don;t give a damn, yeah it is true I am stubborn lady here but I have the right, learn towards experience and MISTAKE buddy! Just this 2 things will make human being realize how difficult we are racing for life and easily u want to wash your hand and feet then take it from me, so sorry but im not that kind of human anyway. Be yourself, stick to your rules then u will succeed in LIFE. Reason reason reason that is the only thing can be done when something cannot be done. Come on lah be a man, face it and don't keep on avoiding, running and dissapearing from ME idiot. I work so hard to earn and be on top and money is one of the sensitive issue. Hard life that I face don't deserve for u shit and I won't anything happen to whatever I have sacrifice in life. No hard time, hard life there is no way HUMAN can learn and taste life BODOH! Im only 22 but world teach me how to play with this life, how to see what is HUMAN and what is ANIMAL!!!! so don't ever mess up with people that fulled of LIFE difficulties, they are the real HUMAN being.....

The Musician

Today is Saturday and I'm working. I know its sound freaky but what to do work it's work. My company work's on Saturday and our off day is on Sunday and again Monday to Saturday working. Erm....IKHWAN FAIZAL??? He is still exist. Sekarang ni I'm a bit confused with the relationship, we broke up about almost 2 years but we still ok lah. Die memang tak boleh lupe kat aku tapi ape aku boleh buat kan? What u all think I should do? Die masih lagi rindu kat aku and aku pun tapi kadang2 je lah..hahaha...entah la. Sejak Francis pindah Cyberjaya, aku rase sunyi sangat and tak tau ape yang sebenanye aku cari dalam hidup aku setiap hari. huhu >.< style="font-weight: bold;">GOD i knew he would said that to me after being there and if he found it OK there. Well I know him very well like over thousand years. Now, we don't have camp my office so quite..boring aje. Hm, anyway I miss u baby...like crazy but no matter how much i tell u, u will not stand infront of my eyes. Ape aku nak buat kalau die g US??? is it I'm gonna die here in Malaysia?? Ni baru pindah Cyberjaya seminggu, aku dah rase cam bertahun2 tak jumpe. Lagi pun dalam kl pun bukan Kelantan ke Langkawi ke tapi still rase jauh. Maybe sebab dah biase die ade ngan aku slalu. So aku kenelah biasekan diri nampak nye. When I'm angry with him, sakit hati and hurt with all his straight forward word, I tried so hard to forget him tapi TAK BOLEH. Bile aku fikir ape bende yg die buat kat aku hancur hati tapi still die gak yg aku rindu. Even lately Ikhwan selalu lah gak contact aku, he's fine to be my friend. We still have good relationship, he wants to make him fall for him again I guess..hahahaha. NEVER. Had enough with u. We are good like this "TBA" (to be advice) hahahahaa......I'm not sure why he still don't have anyone in his life. He said it's not easy to forget me and I felt so bad that I can moved on with my life and be with somebody else. But of course it's not easy to forget him. Maybe for me, the relationship with this MUSICIAN is so hard and hurt and BAD. Especially the mother yang cam bangang. Had enough, we tried to work it out for 3 times but still same issue came up. So I think that's it. He's with a girl now but not in a relationship, it's like complicated he said. The girl is "Mak Saleh" hahahaha...... nak tiru aku plak. Hm, but he said their just like so so...what does it mean?? huhu... He said its not like "OUR" even it's bitter but so meaningful? what he tried to expose to me right here? Sweet talker now? dah pandai dah buat lawak2 bodoh and die sendiri gak yang mengaku die buat bende2 yg die tak bg aku buat dulu...GILER!!! >.< style="font-weight: bold;">"Golden Crocodile"...missing Ira Elaiza every day? However, Francis Enrique is the only one in my heart now. I'm so in love with him even whatever happens. The Musician? Is my past..but not trash. He'll be part of biggest memory in my life. Now just waiting for my future to come. I can't wait to be with him OFFICIALLY and we stay together and have our own family. I mean FRANCIS ok. Jodoh kat tangan ALLAH S.A.W. kalau ade jodoh, ade lah, kalau tak mungkin aku jumpe laki yg lebih baik utk aku. See how...hahahahaha.....but my goal now is Francis Alexander Enrique. But for The Musician, I pray the best for u dear......

What a F****** day for me?

Today is the third day he lefted me alone here in Kuala Lumpur after he moved to Putrajaya. Our relationship are so breaking recently. Im in the office missing him by myself and calling him but got hurt. Because of the bad network coverage I got to hear from him "GO TO HELL" for the second time. I can't take it anymore ok, he thinks I can't say the same to him. Im not afraid to lose u now, I don't need people cursing everytime just because who I am. Myself is myself. U should accept me the way I am. I am so respectful for this relationship but time has passing by and teach how GUYS can rules me. Im so in love with u but now u make me think that u r not the one for me seriously. Got to change my strategy and work up something else is better than hurting myself by hearing more bad words from u. He sleep, wake up, eat, work and again sleeping but he told me I bother him? Im just like your alarm clock I felt!!! Do u know that?? Every one hour, half hour ask me to ring u and after that, thats is u are going to do your things. I don't need a guy like this. Im so tired with this relationship. Got pissed of everytime. I also not sure why Im in this situations? Im happy alone before anyone came to my life. Feel so bad and sad now. Just can't explain and espress how frust I am with my own self. He ask me to apologies???? For what? for having him in my life? I HATE GUYS.......

Born To Win New Launching in Malaysia

Dear my family and friends,

I extremely exited to invite u all to come to my company new launch event Born To Win Seminar in Malaysia. This seminar is first time in Malaysia by OnlySuccess Learning Technologies. Kepada sesiape yang berminat, boleh lah datang. Free of charge ok, if normal launch like this kind of seminar maybe they will charge u atleast RM 100 per person for entrance fees. So, what u waiting for guys??? Grab this opportunity so u can benefit yourself during your weekend. Lebih baik manfaatkan hari minggu anda datang to this Life Transformational programme daripada menghabiskan duit berbelanja and membongkang kat umah. This event will be around 2 to 3 hours aje. I mean, bukan senang nak dpt this kind of peluang. Anyway, this Born To Win is all about Life Transformational Programme. How to achive 6 keys balance of life such as (Health/Love/Career/Mental Developement/Social Life/Wealth). This invitation are limited ok!!! To create a better life, only ourself will have to discover what is the secret recepies behind all the successful people that we know. Even though u think that your life are ok and stable now and u are very much comfortable with what u have, u must prepare for all uncertainties that might becoming to our life. So to prepare, we need to go and find out what is actually the preparation that we need to know. This seminar will tell u everything that a human being needed in life or maybe not only need but to gain more! Jadi jangan lepaskan peluang ni! Below are the details for u all to come :

1. Venue : Holiday Villa, Subang

Time : 3.30 - 6.00 pm / 6.30 - 9.00 pm

Hall : Ivory 12

2. Venue : Renaissance, Kuala Lumpur

Time : 3.30 - 6.00 pm / 6.30 - 9.00 pm

Hall : Room 7 & 8

SuperKids SuperTeens

Dear All,

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Venue : Crystal Crown Klang

Date : 13 Mar 2010

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Venue : Holiday Villa Subang
Date : 13 Mar 2010
Time : 3.30pm - 6.00pm

Venue : Concorde Shah Alam
Date : 14 Mar 2010
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Time : 3.30pm - 6.00pm

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MY TWINS CUPPACAKE

Today I'm going to tell story about my twins yg sangat cumeeeellll yg terlampau lampau.Their name is Maya Aliesa & Myra Aliesa. Mereka berumur 1 tahun. Manusia yang paling penting dalam hidup saya. Part of my life, consider I cant live without them. They aredaughter of Ina Meliesa & Darren Ehsan. We call them Chiemoteg & Si Cek Pah aka Karan. Diorang di beranak kan di Hospital Selayang Kuala Lumpur. Maya kakak, Myra si adik yg cumel. Dedua orang ni memamg rapat dgn kami org. Ngengade yg teramat and tak bleh nampak kami sekeluarge, diorang terus jd exited lebih..hehehehe..love them like crazy ok. Mereka lah jantung hati saya..ceh ceh. Ayah lah tempat diorg bermanja sebab daddy diorg dah divorce dgn mummy diorg. Diorg paling rapat dgn ayah and sometimes sampai demam sebab tak jumpe ayah and kitorang. Myra sakit tapi we always pray for u adek, if can I want to change this heart for u adek. But she's getting better, Myra sakit jantung berlubang but she doesnt look like she's sick, so strong and hyper. Mostly all people tak kisah sape pun sayang and suke sgt kat si mak cik dua orang ni. For sure u will them too..