It is my Birthday today, and I'm 22 years old now....erm, still not applicable to buy a car. Hahaha, the best part is everyone are waiting for my age to be applicable to buy a car. LOL. Anyway, what a great day last nite, thanks to my family and my sayang. I love u all alot and this is very special birthday suprise even though I knew that u all will do a suprise for me. Hehehe... Suprisingly this is the second year I celebrate my birthday without the magician. How cool is that, I'm so thankful to have someone better than u. Baby, u always being the best as at now lah. Hm, thank u for your very best that u gave me all this while. I appreciate u so much b, u change the whole thing around me and u complete my life after all. Yesterday, not everyone wish me. Especially my friends. That is why I told everyone, friends now are not the one u can rely and depend or hope can be the one u need when u need someone. Hahaha. What a principe right? But that is me. I never trust friend. Anyway, I thought he won't remember my birthday and he did remember. Thanks and that is so sweet :) ahahahaha.... I don't know what is happening after I got to know that I am still in your heart???? I'm so stupid thinking about someone that had destroy my trust in LOVE before. Why elle??? Stop thinking and he won't be the one for u. You have the one u need for all your life. Why should I? But, to be honest deep in my heart still I'm thinking about u stupid musician. I just felt so guilty right now, is there still a love in me for u? Who can answer me? I'm so angry with myself now, no doubt he did being my very best even though he is no so caring and loving and why we should end up like this? I've been thinking about this. I'm so stupid to love someone like u musician :( This is all my fault, I should not trapped in your love and I don't want to be trap for the whole life. I love someone else more than u now, but still I love u ??? STUPID!!! He is my everything now and he is the one for me. But why why why u did this to me? I'm so heartbroken u know dear? BODOH. It is just a right time and I must FORGET u musician!! I love my sayang now, please get out of hell from my life! It is just another stupid memory that make me remember u again coz today is my birthday. U will go away again after this ! Happy Birthday to ME......
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