Today, 13 Feb 2011, Sunday. I'm at home waiting for what i have no idea. I've been waiting for u to call me till 4am in the morning and I don't feel that u care. The first person I would return back the call if saw missed calls on my hp....among those numbers, I will call u FIRST. But u did not even return back my call which is sadly I am stupid to do the other way around for u. More, u told me u need to breath? Its ok baby, u may breath peacefully now. I wonder why I never tell u all this all this time and it is true I need to breath too. Let's breath together. Last night u told me that u sounds regret to choose this path that we are in now. Yeah baby, u should follow your family last time and we don't have to meet. I have no idea why I love a person so much more than myself which is stupid. I need time for myself also now just like need yours. Sometimes, I just asking myself....should i just give up? Every time I think like that, I just remember how I failed my first love and it was 7 years relationship and I turned both us into pieces. Will we be together? Is it u for me? In some other ways, he is much better than u but LOVE IS BLIND. He is still there when I felt so useless and stupid. No doubt I hate him but deep inside, I still remember our LOVE. I just sent him credit but he still never return my call...he wants to show who is more can be hard. Let's see. I am tired with LOVE. Should I give up????
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