Tuesday, 27 August 2013

Where do I start?

 
 Salam...u olls, dah lama tak update blog nih :) Well, so far so good. Cerita of coz lah byk in my life, baik n xbaik pun ade. Oklah cerita sikit2 ok, sekarang ni I have my own freelance business, training program...yg diimpikan selama ni. On going, still menapak and currently I started working. Family is fine, debts...still ade. Hahah..but improving, cleaning up. Anyway, I think I moved on...oh no...I did. I hate him a lot now, I'm glad that happened. I started to feel that love will come by itself. Busy finding someone right for me last few months now I stopped. Coz I found that useless. As usual, friends around ade yg ok ade yg cam B#%#$% but then what more can we say, manusia kan? Learned a lot till now. Everyone around married...still not my turn yet...hardly, I'm sad but waiting for that moment, I bet it will be the most beautiful right timing for me. Nowadays filling up my time with family, close friends...nothing much. Ada one thing I want to share with u olls, if u read my blog...previous post ade byk lah gak cerita psl my ahli muzik. Guess what? I think I'm crushed with him now...again...boleh tak?? OMG....padan muka I, tu lah benci sgt kan. Now, I really believe that jgn benci org sgt. Mmg lah die currently in relationship..but then as I told him, jodoh tu rahsia Allah s.w.t. so no one will know. Now we are officially together but then still we have to go thru certain levels to reach the dream we had before to came true. I hope we will be together at last. We just give a shot now, yg lain2 biar takdir yg tentukan, asalkan usaha :) that is good enough. Lepas tu kalau takdir shows to negative, time to let go...this will be the last chance that we give it the best. Oklah korg, my next plan should be vacation...I will update. Doakan he propose cepat2 ye...mood nak kawen dah sampai :)