You are my nightmare

Today, 26 Mac 2011 11.33am and I can't focus on anything. I need to find at least 4 sales and that is not possible at all because there is no fish to bait. Everybody are rejecting my calls and I am out of idea how to catch them?? And my manager, David expecting on me to get 25 sales this week. How is that supposed to be? Hmmm......and another shit playing on my brain. I hate her a lot now and only God know how much I hate her and I hate myself when I can't do anything to revenge on her and hurt her, it is like my hand are tight and my feet in the ground. She is fucked up enough now tho but still what she did to me are unacceptable and I will always remember that bitch. Thought that she already out from my life but yet, everyone around us have so many faces. I will never trust anyone even 50%. What the F*** ? The last time u insult her and said that u will never allow or talk to her and just want her to get out from the house because she is nothing worse than a shit but now, u allow her back in there? I don't understand....u don't have principle people. What else can I say because it is his house and I am not going to let my love to stay there if this continue. She is such a prostitute and mental freak ever I have ever met in my life. When I see her, I freak out just like the movie Roomate. Exactly the same. Phsyco freak. I hate her so muchhhhhh as much as I felt like killing her and don't want to see her face a t all. FUCK HER. I just want her out from my life. I will do anything to vanish her.....

Best Friend????

Today 01st April 2011, 23.50pm. I have the mood to write about some shit friend not best friend! I thought u are the one. Coz for me, friends are hard to trust and for me friendship is everything. Very difficult for me to love a friend. When u came into my life, I thought we could be a sowowity sisters but u r not the one. You think u r so good, just because u are not from here? Now I know why everybody avoiding u, hates u and BENCI kau!!!!! Because u are slut, even slut are not like that. You are nothing on this world. Even shit are usable, if u put the shit on plant, at least the plant will be healthy. I thought and made u just like my own blood. Just because of your tempered, u want to throw your shit to me? Well, u make mess to a wrong HUMAN. Just because people want to correct your bad mouth u behave like a shit????? What the heeellllll ??????? Hahaha...wrong number :) You are nothing to give me an advice, I know the world better than u la.....u should say something to yourself! U said its very hard to find true friend? How about u? Are u a true friend freak??? What the hellll???? All this while, I just listen and swallow what u said. U think u want to drama with me? Let's start the game BIATCHH! miss arable nightmare to be friend with u.....u give and u speak? Why did the hell u help if u are a true shit??? This is just like another experience in my life, a thing like u that don't deserve to be called HUMAN won't ever be in my chapter of life.....